This is me here, a whole bunch of little balloons, in a chest. Each balloon says something about me. They are my traits and my talents. Some are big, some are small, and they are all a different color. Some are “good” according to others, and some are “bad". I have had these little balloons … Continue reading That special balloon

Today I felt super feminine. Even though I already know for a while what it is like to feel feminine, by putting on the right clothes and applying a fine makeup, but today I seemed to go “next level.” I wasn't actively looking for it and it all started yesterday in a little store. It … Continue reading Superfemininity

Once upon a time, there was a planet. It still exists today, it is called Earth, and it is inhabited by genes. These genes, through a myriad of fascinating creatures, engage in the act of reproduction, employing a variety of ingenious methods. One of their strategies is to allow these creatures to have sex, a … Continue reading Why we are natural

Someday I started this blog with the idea of writing down my personal experiences during my gender journey. What I wrote so far was mostly rooted in my feelings. I didn't express my opinion about the bigger picture yet, but today I want to make an attempt. I want to talk about femininity. What exactly … Continue reading About femininity, and masculinity

Gone is the indifference to what I will wear! Gone forever! In the past, I used to not care that much. I do remember a few nice shirts and a few nice pants over all these decades, but those were the exceptions to the rule: Boys' clothes were and still are boring. It really didn't … Continue reading What to wear

"Give a girl the right shoes, and she can conquer the world," said Marilyn. However, I'm not quite on board yet. To be honest, this is a difficult topic for me. My relationship with shoes has run along a bumpy track so far, and it still does. With all the other women's essentials like flouncy … Continue reading We need to talk about shoes

Again, I encountered something on my gender journey that I didn't expect. Usually these are nice surprising events or feelings, but this time I have some mixed feelings about it. The good news anyway is that once again I understand many women a little better. A while ago I went shopping with a good friend. … Continue reading She was wearing my dress

There exist many kinds of love. In the first place, we think of the romantic love we feel for our life partner. There is also the love we feel for our children, the love for our parents, the love for our brothers and sisters... And there is the love we feel for our friends. All … Continue reading Friendship

Time suddenly seems to have moved very fast. It has been almost two years since I came out as a woman for the first time. On the one hand, I have this desire to take my gender journey slowly, to experience each new step consciously, and to try to enjoy it. On the other hand, … Continue reading Learning to see the woman

A few years ago, I could not have imagined coming out onto the streets as a woman. No way. I would have been insane, wouldn't I? The very thought of it, come on. Everyone would stare at me, I would be attacked, I would be ashamed to death. And yet, one day it happened. And … Continue reading Imagining the impossible